Saturday 21 January 2012

Awesome!

In the past tense, unfortunately.

Comment (directed at me) made to me by my best friends, tonight, trying to make me feel better?

Asked me if I still love a girl; I do.

How can you start so strong and then drip your life away, your self-esteem?

In the hands of those who do not care, I'm guessing this is not a question.

In the hands of those that do, then welcome to my puzzle.

O

Sunday 1 January 2012

Chrimbo-not-so-tastisco; Revenge of The Fun Police

Well there goes that.

Acutely aware of the need to go and get me the life I need this year, feel like I haven't stopped for more than a second. There has been a hell of a lot less relaxation than I hoped for and very little else in the way of fun. The fucking fun police have put their uniforms back on and are goose-stepping about.

Just one small glimmer remains from the festive season. I met a kindred spirit; the kind of person that makes you question everything; reminds you of yourself and what you used to feel. This person is actually trying to understand me, this I am finding a little unnerving (I'm just not used to this) but I know it's a good thing. She makes my soul leap and my heart beat and my cock instantly rock hard from her millions of miles away.

The control freak within me wants to steady the pace ............ but I don't think that this will be possible with said person; she has me fixed within her gaze and is trying to figure out why I make her feel.

It's all outside the normal bounds of experience.

And that's what makes it exciting.

Happy New Year