The Situation

My girlfriend doesn't want to make love with me these days.

We haven't had any sex for weeks; sex that she has initiated for over a year or so.

Although we are both showing signs of middle age, by God I still fancy her; so this is very tricky.

Every morning I wake up next to her warm soft body, with the scent of her pheromones stroking my brain's squishy bits so softly; this gives me the most amazing erections, as taut as when I was a teenager, and I am usually leaking pre-cum in sleepy expectation of sliding, thrusting and spurting inside her warm snug wetness.

You see, I still remember when we would make love repeatedly until she and I could cum no more; we'd keep at it for ages still though, and then I would lay my head gently between her thighs and lick her for longer still. I love the smell and taste of her pussy, the texture of her lips and sweet bud, and I love to see my cum oozing out of her, and hear the moaning as I push her over the edge. I love to have a finger or two in her when I lick her, stroking the front of her vaginal wall where its all bobbly as she cums. God I love her; and love being like this with her ...

But it's gone. Nowadays her pleasurable sensual thoughts are all wiped out by the noisy neurotic stuff that poisons the erotic minds of many menopausal women, especially those that haven't reached that 'at ease with themselves and their sexuality' point of their lives in time, those that can't bring themselves off, those that think "I need a boob job", "I want a life like that woman in the White catalogue", those that cannot believe that you are still in love with them because their forehead has a line or two;

... tsk tsk ...

Do any of you know this level of rejection and frustration ?

When even with poor sleep, a headache and piles of the day's drudgery under your belt, you still want and need the early caress of your lover, the slight chance of ecstacy ?

Where the thought of your beloved gagging for you, all wet and warm/hard and dripping (delete according to gender) would get you hot to trot in seconds ?

What is up with your partner ?

Ok - add to this a certain kind of grumpy cruelty, and also ignorance, and a willful lack of any concern.

How do you feel ?

Now do you wonder why I look at porn ?